HOPE IS A DANGEROUS THING FOR A WOMAN LIKE ME TO HAVE - BUT I HAVE IT

in process and possibly outdated - think posting it will force me to finish it :)

𝓒𝓪𝓶𝓮𝓻𝓸𝓷 𝓓𝓲𝓥𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓸

or,

Her Serene Highness The Princess of Monaco Cameron Grimaldi DiVello Waldorf

𝑨𝑮𝑬: 31
𝑳𝑨𝑺𝑻 𝑻𝑰𝑴𝑬 𝑰𝑵 𝑵𝒀𝑪: Summer 2016
𝑪𝑼𝑹𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑳𝒀 𝑳𝑰𝑽𝑬𝑺: Almost remotely between Nice and Monaco in a 7 bed, 10 bath villa
𝑶𝑪𝑪𝑼𝑷𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵: founder of the nearest primary school; director of an education initiative funded by monaco’s prince’s foundation; a rockstar’s muse - when she moves back to NYC she works for Verona University again

𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘

𝘿𝘼𝙐𝙂𝙃𝙏𝙀𝙍 𝙊𝙁 𝙎𝙐𝙋𝙀𝙍𝙈𝙊𝘿𝙀𝙇 𝙀𝙇𝙀𝘼𝙉𝙊𝙍 𝙒𝘼𝙇𝘿𝙊𝙍𝙁 𝘿𝙄𝙎𝘾𝙐𝙎𝙎𝙀𝙎 𝙈𝙀𝙉𝙏𝘼𝙇 𝙃𝙀𝘼𝙇𝙏𝙃 𝙄𝙉 𝙑𝘼𝙇𝙀𝘿𝙄𝘾𝙏𝙊𝙍𝙄𝘼𝙉 𝙎𝙋𝙀𝙀𝘾𝙃 𝘼𝙏 𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙍𝙊𝙀 𝘼𝘾𝘼𝘿𝙀𝙈𝙔

𝙐𝙋𝙋𝙀𝙍 𝙀𝘼𝙎𝙏 𝙎𝙄𝘿𝙀𝙍 𝙃𝘼𝙎 𝙏𝙄𝙀𝙎 𝙏𝙊 𝙈𝙊𝙉𝘼𝘾𝙊'𝙎 𝙍𝙊𝙔𝘼𝙇𝙏𝙔 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝘾𝙊𝙐𝙇𝘿 𝙏𝘼𝙆𝙀 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙏𝙃𝙍𝙊𝙉𝙀

𝙋𝙍𝙄𝙉𝘾𝙀𝙎𝙎 𝙊𝙁 𝙈𝙊𝙉𝘼𝘾𝙊 𝘾𝘼𝙐𝙂𝙃𝙏 𝙄𝙉 𝙊𝙉𝙀 𝘿𝙄𝙍𝙀𝘾𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉 𝙇𝙀𝘼𝙆: 𝙋𝙀𝙍𝙎𝙊𝙉𝘼𝙇, 𝙉𝘼𝙐𝙂𝙃𝙏𝙔 𝙋𝙄𝘾𝙎 𝙍𝙀𝙑𝙀𝘼𝙇𝙀𝘿

𝙋𝙍𝙄𝙉𝘾𝙀 𝙊𝙁 𝙈𝙊𝙉𝘼𝘾𝙊, 𝘿𝙄𝙑𝙀𝙇𝙇𝙊 𝙒𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙍𝙔 𝙃𝙀𝙄𝙍, 𝙎𝙃𝙊𝙏 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙆𝙄𝙇𝙇𝙀𝘿

𝘾𝘼𝙈𝙀𝙍𝙊𝙉 𝘿𝙄𝙑𝙀𝙇𝙇𝙊 𝙏𝙀𝙎𝙏𝙄𝙁𝙄𝙀𝙎 𝘼𝙂𝘼𝙄𝙉𝙎𝙏 𝘾𝙊𝙐𝙎𝙄𝙉 𝙋𝙍𝙄𝙉𝘾𝙀 𝙇𝙊𝙐𝙄𝙎 𝙄𝙉 𝘿𝙄𝙑𝙀𝙇𝙇𝙊 𝙈𝙐𝙍𝘿𝙀𝙍 𝙏𝙍𝙄𝘼𝙇, 𝙍𝙄𝙑𝙀𝙍𝘼 𝙄𝙉𝘾𝙄𝘿𝙀𝙉𝙏

𝘾𝘼𝙈𝙀𝙍𝙊𝙉 𝘿𝙄𝙑𝙀𝙇𝙇𝙊 𝙄𝙎 𝙊𝙉𝙀 𝘿𝙄𝙍𝙀𝘾𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉'𝙎 𝙔𝙊𝙆𝙊 𝙊𝙉𝙊 - 𝙃𝙊𝙒 𝙎𝙃𝙀 𝘾𝘼𝙐𝙎𝙀𝘿 𝙏𝙃𝙀𝙄𝙍 𝙎𝙋𝙇𝙄𝙏

𝙋𝙍𝙄𝙉𝘾𝙀𝙎𝙎 𝙊𝙁 𝙈𝙊𝙉𝘼𝘾𝙊 𝙀𝙓𝙋𝙊𝙎𝙀𝘿 𝙄𝙉 𝘼𝙉𝙊𝙏𝙃𝙀𝙍 𝙋𝙍𝙄𝙑𝘼𝙏𝙀, 𝙋𝙍𝙊𝙑𝙊𝘾𝘼𝙏𝙄𝙑𝙀 𝙋𝙃𝙊𝙏𝙊 𝙇𝙀𝘼𝙆

𝙋𝙍𝙄𝙉𝘾𝙀𝙎𝙎 𝘾𝘼𝙈𝙀𝙍𝙊𝙉 𝘿𝙄𝙑𝙀𝙇𝙇𝙊 𝙈𝙄𝙂𝙃𝙏 𝘽𝙀 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙔𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙄𝙉 𝙈𝙊𝙉𝘼𝘾𝙊 𝙁𝙊𝙍 𝙍𝙀𝙃𝘼𝘽

𝙁𝙍𝙀𝙉𝘾𝙃 𝙋𝘼𝙍𝙇𝙄𝘼𝙈𝙀𝙉𝙏 𝙈𝙀𝙈𝘽𝙀𝙍 𝘾𝘼𝙐𝙂𝙃𝙏 𝙄𝙉 𝙎𝙀𝙓, 𝘿𝙍𝙐𝙂 𝙋𝙃𝙊𝙏𝙊 𝙎𝘾𝘼𝙉𝘿𝘼𝙇 𝙒𝙄𝙏𝙃 𝘾𝘼𝙈𝙀𝙍𝙊𝙉 𝘿𝙄𝙑𝙀𝙇𝙇𝙊

𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒉:
𝑬𝒅𝒖𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏: Verona University alumna, BS in Child Psychology
𝑷𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝑱𝒐𝒃𝒔/𝑨𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔: former high fashion model; ambassador for VU; fluent in french;
𝑮𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒕𝒉:

𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑲 𝑻𝑶 𝑭𝑨𝑴𝑰𝑳𝒀 𝑺𝑬𝑻:
𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑲 𝑻𝑶 𝑪𝑶𝑵𝑵𝑬𝑪𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺 𝑺𝑬𝑻:

𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘

𝑰𝒔 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆, 𝒂𝒅𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒔?
Yes.

𝑰𝒔 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒛𝒆𝒅 (𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒔 𝒔𝒆𝒕 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒏) 𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒑𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒆𝒐𝒖𝒔 (𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒔 𝒕𝒐𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔)?
She can be both depending on her mood; that’s her charm.

𝑰𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒕 𝒗𝒔. 𝒆𝒙𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒕 ? 𝑯𝒐𝒘’𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒐𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒍 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆?
She’s become much more introverted since loving life in the middle of nowhere, and staying offline. So now Cam’s officially an introverted extrovert. When she reunites with her friends and gets back into the Manhattan social life, she realises she certainly missed it.

𝑨𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 (𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒂𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒆) 𝒐𝒓 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 (𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔, 𝒖𝒏𝒄𝒐𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒆)?
Comes off more disagreeable, and since becoming much more of a pessimist, it’s only gotten worse. Her friends certainly miss loveydovey Cammie, but she comes out around The Girl Squad

𝑬𝒎𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒆? (𝑵𝒆𝒖𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒄/𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍/𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆/𝒖𝒏𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈)
Certainly as mentally stable as she’s ever been on her meds and with her personal doctor and therapist - but she’s been unhappy and unlike herself since having a child, despite it being all she’s ever wanted.

𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎?
Her daughter’s happiness.

𝑽𝒖𝒍𝒏𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒆𝒔/𝒘𝒆𝒂𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒔? 𝑰𝒎𝒑𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒕? 𝑻𝒆𝒎𝒑𝒆𝒓?
Despite hating secrets, she’s secretive. Despite having all the time and money she could ask for, she’s impatient and wants more, more, more. Has a bit of a short fuse lately, and although we’ve seen Cam’s bitch fits in the past, she can really go off these days if someone messes with her privacy or ticks her off. Must be a mother thing.

𝑷𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓 𝒐𝒓 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒚 𝒈𝒐𝒆𝒓? 𝑺𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒖𝒎𝒐𝒓?
Hasn’t partied hard since leaving Manhattan. Still dorky and sweet with those she loves. Will show up to all the benefits and fundraisers she’s invited to, but won’t do any press besides a photo of her OOTD.

𝑫𝒓𝒖𝒈 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒄𝒐𝒉𝒐𝒍 𝒉𝒂𝒃𝒊𝒕𝒔?
The occasional drink, but NYC brings out the worst in her...

𝑺𝒖𝒎 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒖𝒑 𝒊𝒏 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅?
Inquisitive.

𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋

𝑳𝑰𝑲𝑬𝑺:
𝑫𝑰𝑺𝑳𝑰𝑲𝑬𝑺:
𝑸𝑼𝑰𝑹𝑲𝑺: 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒅𝒊𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒔
𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑳𝑻𝑯/𝑴𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑨𝑳 𝑾𝑬𝑳𝑳𝑵𝑬𝑺𝑺: 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒄𝒓𝒖𝒕𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒔? 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔?
𝑰𝑫𝑬𝑨𝑳 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝑳𝑰𝑭𝑬: 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒐𝒓 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒕?

𝑨 𝑫𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑴 𝑻𝑯𝑨𝑻 𝑯𝑨𝑺𝑵’𝑻 𝑩𝑬𝑬𝑵 𝑭𝑼𝑳𝑭𝑰𝑳𝑳𝑬𝑫 𝒀𝑬𝑻:
Happiness through self-love.

𝑯𝑶𝑾 𝑫𝑶𝑬𝑺 𝑺𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑬𝑬 𝑯𝑬𝑹 𝑺𝑬𝑳𝑭?
𝑯𝑶𝑾 𝑫𝑶 𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑺 𝑺𝑬𝑬 𝑯𝑬𝑹?
𝑳𝑰𝑭𝑬 𝑷𝑯𝑰𝑳𝑶𝑺𝑶𝑷𝑯𝑰𝑬𝑺:
𝑩𝑰𝑮𝑮𝑬𝑺𝑻 𝑺𝑬𝑪𝑹𝑬𝑻𝑺: 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘?
She might still be in love with one of her best friends.

𝑺𝑶𝑪𝑰𝑨𝑳 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑰𝑨 𝑷𝑹𝑬𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬: 𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒔, 𝒉𝒂𝒃𝒊𝒕, 𝒇𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒂𝒄𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒔

𝐈𝐍-𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑…

interviewed at a DiVello show afterparty upon arriving back in New York

𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕’𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒇𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝑵𝒆𝒘 𝒀𝒐𝒓𝒌?
Even though I grew up in the city, there’s always going to be a divebar I’ve yet to discover where I can disappear for a little.

𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒆𝒍𝒔𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆?
I’ve settled in and around Monaco where my family is from and so it will always be home to me as well. But as Mom once said, “If you’re born in New York, you’ll die and revive again and again in New York until you can take its claws out of your soul.”

𝑭𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒈𝒖𝒊𝒍𝒕𝒚 𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒐𝒅?
Pretzels. I can make them since this one time I got really homesick in France. My daughter started asking for them after, so I’ve now perfected the art of the pretzel.

𝑩𝒊𝒈𝒈𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒚𝒍𝒆 𝒊𝒄𝒐𝒏?
Momma and my dad. And Harry [Styles]. Oops, that’s three. Well, I tend to have to change three times a day anyway.

𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕’𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒂𝒈?
My bag goes inside of a diaper bag now, so it’s usually Chloé's Nile Minaudière without the strap...which was sadly gifted to me actually. Sorry, Natacha. I can only fit in my coin purse, smokes and a lighter, and whatever new lip balm I recently bought after losing the last.

𝑻𝒐𝒑 5 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆𝒔, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆𝒔?
Off the top of my head...I love tucking my daughter in bed with a book, this city, the French riviera, Hendrick’s gin, and my friends. I dislike people who judge someone’s parenting, the press - usually, sorry - and how I have to use social media for my career now. I dislike…quiet, and missing loved ones.

𝑵𝒀 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒓 𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒆?
I grew up in a penthouse and I find my brownstone way less lonely. It’s so lonely at the top.

𝓘 𝔀𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀.