Falen - My Life as a Multiple #23
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Falen is the other half of Oblivia. But where she is dark and suicidal, he is light and serious. Falen is with Jesse's alter, Jace. Falen is a protector as are most of my male alters. He protects the babies and the inner core. No one is getting past Falen. Jesse's alter, Jace was one of his younger, and more scared alters. I think he latched onto Falen because he was so strong and so serious and such a protector.
Falen likes to play video games and especially Pokemon. He, like Kole, loves it when the new games come out. He prefers to play on a handheld game system so I usually have to buy a game for the house to play and also a handheld game for Falen to play.
Falen is a soother too. When the system is upset, he soothes it by telling us he will protect us and keep us from harm. He would too. He would instruct one of the fighters to come forward if he felt it was needed. Falen is not a fighter, he is a protective alter that puts himself between the problem and the system. He stands in the way.
Falen helps the system work cohesively as a group. He is one who listens to me and works with me to get the system on board when there is a problem. He will calm Mira until we get her piano up and running. He will encourage her and tell her it will be coming soon.
Recently, my system had a problem and I had to do some dreamwork and Falen was right there, helping me and backing me up. The system respects Falen and will listen to him. That's not to say that if there is a huge problem, they won't disagree. Many times they do but Falen makes good sense and is able to appeal to their sense of right and wrong. Falen is very moral. He does the right thing and has a strong sense of what is right and what is wrong. He leans to Stefan for spiritual things. Most of the male alters do. But you can feel Falen in some of my art when I make it here on Urstyle. He is the morality you can feel in the background. He is the light to my sometimes darkness and reminds me to walk in the light.
Thank you for reading, sweet reader. I write these blogs for me and to chronicle who my alters are and what they do for the system and it has been a huge help to Jesse and I to get this out on paper, so to speak. Jesse knows more who to call on when he needs help with me and who to call on when he needs help getting someone inside.
You, my sweet reader, and your many comments have been invaluable in helping me to see things I didn't see or think about as I am writing. I am listening to my alter and just free writing things they tell me. I hope your day is a good one and don't forget to walk in the light today.
Hugs, Nikki xx
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One of my favorites and a great picture of him. It's safe to say he soothes all of us and I love playing games with him. Love you, Darling xoxo
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@darkprince I love you too! And I'm so glad to know he is good about soothing you and some of the littles in your system too. He's a good guy even if he does what he does from the back for the most part.
Nikki xoxo
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Good blog today Nikki! Hugs, Rhana
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@rboowybe Thank you, Rhana!!! Your comment means so much!!!
Hugs, Nikki xx
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Glad your blog opened up, been having so much trouble here on urstyle, glad of Falen and so many others come forward for protection. Nice Jesse can open up now too. Very hard for me to learn all and keep them straight, perhaps in your book you could make a brief description of each alter and also how they relater to Jesse's alters, have you every thought of writing a joint book with Jesse? Don't want to be nosy, but how did you too meet? I think you have a beautiful relationship and work together to bring the best alters out and to protect one another, it is a beautiful love story, true devotion there sweetie. A joint book would be sensational. Nice to meet Falen! Hope you have a lovely Sunday!
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@sjlew Jesse has thought of writing a book about us. I think it would be a good one. I know it's hard to keep track of who is with who. In the early days, even Jesse and I had trouble. It's so sweet of you to ask how we met. We met on Polyvore. Of all things. Jesse was on there creating art and I was on there for fashion. I was intrigued by his art and we started talking. He asked for my cell number so we could talk more easily and the rest is history. We fell in love and I helped him move from Detroit, MI, where he lived to California where I live. That's one reason Polyvore was so important to us--it's where we met and fell in love. I hope I answered your questions! You are such a dear one to Jesse and I. Your comments and support are invaluable to us.
Hugs, Nikki xx
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@surfergirl3915 Your books would be sensational sweetie, thank goodness you connected by phone before you lost each other when poly went down, lost so many friends. That was mean what they done to us, creating is therapy for all of us, then they shut us out no notice. Glad you have Jessie and Missy, you are a family now. No doubt God worked for this to happen meeting one another on poly, millions of users on poly and you found one another, that was meant to be. You have a lovely afternoon!
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Thank you for sharing your posts. That's a good idea that you describe each alter of yours and Jesse's. I think this is a really good idea. Hope you have a wonderful day!
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@asia-12 Thank you so much, Asya. We appreciate your comments so much! Thank you for your sweet friendship!
