Ame - My Life as a Multiple #9
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@sjlew That thought has occurred to me too! I don't know if this is all part of a past life or not. I am not currently in past life regression therapy but that is a thought--to find a therapist who deals with that. Thank you!
Nikki xx
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@surfergirl3915 This always cross my mind like that. Of course you want the best therapy possible and if hypnosis is safe, always listen to the professionals. Life is strange with lots of mysteries.
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@surfergirl3915 Nikki, if I ask a question you don't want to answer, just don't answer it. I don't want to ask you more than you're willing or want to talk about. I was just trying to understand, but I don't ever want to make you feel uncomfortable. I was raped twice, once when I was 17 and once when I was 18 and it took me years and I mean years before I could even admit I was raped. I can't imagine at your age having to deal with it. So if I ever over-step with my question just tell me to buzz off. I really don't mind. I don't know how engaging you want us to be or ifyou just want us to listen that is fine too. I am enjoying getting to know you through your blog. Rhana
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Thank you for sharing your story. The other ladies asked great questions and offered good advise. I believe when we experience trauma at a young age, and are to young to understand why this happens our soul splits off to protect us. I confess I don't understand it all. Thank you for sharing your life story.
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@rboowybe Thank you for saying what you said. I am being careful with my comments to. I don't want to make Nikki feel uncomfortable either. Rita
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@ritadolce You're welcome. She's telling us very vulnerable things, I certainly don't want to ask her something she's not wanting to discuss.
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@rboowybe Thank you so much for your sweet comment because it was very relevant. First, I am so sorry you had to go through rape because it is terrible and life altering and a person is never the same. Second, I won't share more than I want to. My alters have kept certain details from me which is probably for the better. My alters might speak about their experiences but maybe not. They know I read my blog. In any event, I'm grateful for your comment. You brought up a thought provoking thing, why are the victims of rape so embarrassed by the experience? We feel the shame and it's not something we did to ourselves. We are victims. We were brutalized by someone and it was not our fault. But it takes years to realize that and to allow us to begin to open up. It's very sad. Hugs to you, sweet one!
Nikki xx
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@ritadolce You are exactly right. It is usually from extreme and prolonged trauma at an early age. We are not able to process it but our minds want to survive so they find a way to do that. The way is to split or to disassociate so that part of us can find a way to go on. Thank you for trying to understand because it means the world to me. Thank you for reading my blog and entering into the conversation. Hugs to you!
Nikki xx
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She seems very interesting. It reminds me when I suddenly start speaking in Sylvan, an elven (fae) language. Well, we both know who comes out when I start that, lol.
It's so nice to see the acceptance here.
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@nonniekiss I think it is very much like that. She just has her own language that she prefers to speak in. Thank you for commenting. It means so much and I think it helps others see that we do in fact have alters that other people who know us in real life have seen and have interacted with. You are a dear one.
Hugs, Nikki xoxo