Mel - My Life as a Multiple #11
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@wacky-workshop I think you are right and thank you for trying to understand us and relate on some level. That means a great deal to me. Thank you for your friendship and for your sweet comment. It means a great deal to me.
Nikki xx
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@surfergirl3915
I wasn't always Yonni Obasan, or Aunt Yonni as I am called in the U.S.- I have been through a few "reinventions of myself " to be who I am today. You are not alone.
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@maisondeforgeron You have even more than four friends on here, there are 16 of us who support you! Thank you for sharing your life experience with me. That must have been incredibly difficult both the drinking and getting well. I applaud you for your strength and courage. I'm so thankful God helped you. I credit God with being a huge help to me as well. And if you ever need any help, I know Mel would be right there to offer her sage advice to you! I'm so sorry for all you are going through over the last couple of days on here. You always have my support, dear friend!
Nikki xx
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@wacky-workshop I so appreciate the support you have shown me. But breaking apart into alters is not reinventing yourself. It is the opposite. It is like taking a chisel to a piece of glass. But I do thank you for your comment and for trying to understand and find a way to relate to me. I'm so happy that you have made your life happier and better and in the end, isn't that what we are all trying to do? I think that is what you were saying.
Hugs, Nikki xx
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@surfergirl3915 I really appreciate that. A lot of good has come out of it even if it comes at the expense of my feelings. I have really appreciated the support from everyone.
I have tried to not repay ugliness with ugliness and hope that has come through. I am praying for everyone who has had to deal with this because I didn't think things through while uploading my millions of items a day LOL (that is an exaggeration but not much.)
You remember in one of your earlier posts that I said we have to be kind to ourselves and take care of ourselves (I am paraphrasing here and I am horrible at paraphrasing.) I have seen some of the mean things that people have posted about other people copying sets and the such and was just as horrified as I am sure people were about my pics.
I mean children are dying, going hungry, or mistreated horribly everyday and whether or not someone copies a set is sooo important that people spend time shaming people over it.
That is when I first decided a break was needed. I am very sensitive to bullying and know it when I see and feel the shame. It's usually misdirected shame also. What I mean is a person shames another person for something they consider a shameful act. Isn't that something...
That is why I say good has come out of this. I am taking my own advice and taking care of myself. I will be on to look at sets and answer messages and the such, but I just won't open myself up to posting my own for awhile.
You are sweet. Keep up the good fight and run your race in life straight and clear. You are doing great!
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@maisondeforgeron I'm sorry this has caused you to not make sets right now. I hope it's just temporary and you know you can talk to me any time. Rhana
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I think it's not only been very brave of you and your alter's to do this, but very enlightening for the rest of us. We are getting to know you better, which I am enjoying immensely, not your tragedy, but just you and your alters. It's also very interesting knowing how you deal with living with your alters and there is nothing for Mel to worry about, no one would ever think badly of her or you or any of you. I didn't even realize I was already following Mel's profile. Thank you for sharing with us. Hugs, Rhana
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Oh sweetie, I thank you for sharing your journey with us, I love all the alters you have introduced us to. I am glad for Mel, she saved you, alters are defense mechanisms, they have their purpose in your life. You are so strong and an inspiration, you are a beautiful soul. Mel has our support, as each of the others, bless your heart!
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@rboowybe Thank you so much!!!! Rhana, your support means so much!!! Mel is immensely grateful as well. Have a wonderful weekend!
Nikki xx
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@sjlew All your words are so true! I will always be grateful for Mel. She did save us and still saves us everyday. You are so sweet and understanding! Your support means so much!!! I'm so glad you like getting to know us better! Have a wonderful weekend!
Nikki xx
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@gypsy-jo I'm not sure what you are referring to; however, it is obvious that my presence on this forum is disruptive. I will be leaving. Maybe you will see this post. Perhaps you won't.
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What Gypsy said, I agree 3000% As in, I love you 3000!!!!! Melly is so wonderful so special to me, like Angel, I find her so fascinating and full of magic. it's no wonder I fell in love with her and Lux first. And you know what I mean by that. My heart was sold. I remember, when I went through so awful sh!t on PV, that Mel and Lux got me through a very dark time. Not to say, all was perfect between us all, but, I remember I just needed to "feel" they were both there to allow me to "feel" and to be "free" to feel. I recall sensation, needing, wanting, and then somehow I found myself. That is Melly, that is Lux. I had to let go of who had wronged me, or who I felt had wronged me.
This is my experiences with Melly, that's why my fondness is always intrigued, she is a force to be reckoned with and it's a joy to be loved by her. -Nonnie
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@nonniekiss Sweet Nonnie, we feel the same way about you!!! You know we do. All of us have wrapped our arms around you and continued to love you even when our paranoia ran rampant like a wildfire. All I can do is say I am sorry for all of that and thank you for hanging in there with us! You were sent by God and I believe that! Love and huggles to you.
Nikki xoxo